Breaking Up

Tommorrow is a big day for me. I will have my 9 week check-up with Dr. Kevin. I am so excited to get to see our baby again and the closer I get to the 12 week mark the more excited I become. The risk of miscarriage decreases with each week and the more real this pregnancy becomes.

I have to say that I am a little sad about my appointment. If everything goes well tommorrow then Dr. Kevn and I will have to break up. He will send me on to my very own OB and my days with him will be over. All of this makes me want to cry. I have become very attached to the staff at the Center for Reproduction. We have been through so much together over the last 2 years and I want so bad to share my preganancy with them. I want Dr. Kevin to know that he has made my dream come true. I want to thank the nurses for all the times they helped me get through a tough situation. They all cheered when we first got preganant and many of them cried when we miscarried. You should have seen all the excitement when 4 of them sat in the room with Chris and I to hear our babies heart beat for the first time.

Tommorrow will be a tough day. I can't wait to see my baby again but I am also sad to say good bye to some really great friends.

Thanks to Dr. Kevin, Dr. Meta, Dr. Nackley, Jana, Nikki, Jennifer, Meredith, Fong and Yesenia,. I will miss all of you a ton!