Insomnia

I have it and it sucks! I hate when I get like this. Typically I'm a really good sleeper and I'm the kind of person who needs a solid 6-7 hours each night just to function like a normal person. Lack of sleep makes me very moody and cranky. My hubby only needs 4-5 hours of sleep a night and he feels like a champ. Unfortunatly I just can't do that.

So here it is 2am and I have been trying to catch some zzzzz's since 10pm. I now stress does this to me. It prevents me from getting any kind of rest and makes it impossible for me to shut my brain down and relax. So what in the world do I lay in bed thinking about? Here are a few totally random thoughts that are keeping me up tonight and preventing me from getting my much needed beauty sleep.

1. The three 2011 Budgets that I have do for the different business units I manage that I have not even opened the files for yet. They are due on 8/30/2010.

2. Have I completed all the HR paper work I need to do for the new associates I just hired? Do I even know what all paper work I need to complete?

3. The associate that I have on Medical leave that may be coming back soon. Have my prayers been answered and I will get my sweet wonderful Suprina back? Please God let this be true.

4. Harper is 9 months old and I have not updated her baby book in the last 6 months.

5. I missed Harper's 9 month check up today because I had to be at a meeting for work. Just one of the the 2,000 times a day that I feel guilty for being a working Mom.

6. I love the smell and feel of the new leather sofa I bought for the living room downstairs. Now will I have to compltetly re-decorate the entire room just because I changed the sofa?

7. Harper starts on table food this week and I want to be sure I'm feeding her the right things. Up to this point we have been all organic with baby food. Do I want to continue this?

8. Should Chris and I move forward with our family vacation plans for November?

9. A conversation I had with an associate at work today that I keep replaying in my mind over and over again.... Did I do the right thing?

10. Looking forward to a night out with some of my girlfriends to see John Mayer in concert. I can't wait for this.

11. My sisters health and her visit tot he ER tonight. I always worry about Christy and her seizures.

12. I feel like going on a nice long walk right now but just don't think that would be the best decision at 2am.

13. Responding to the 1243 emails that are in my inbox right now.

14. This time last year I was very prego and just about to be put on bed rest. As miserable as I was I loved being prego and I sometimes miss that feeling.

15. I want to have another baby but just don't want to do all that I have to do to get pregenant again. IVF is just too much for me to even think about going through again right now.

16. How awesome Harper is and how much I love her.

17. Why do I have hot flashes all the time when I don't take any form of hormones??? This was something I got used to when I was going through fertility treatments. Why the heck do I have them now?

18. The gargage - It is a mess and needs to be cleaned out so we can park all of our cars in them. Don't think we have ever parked a car in the 3rd car garage.

19. What should Harpy be for Halloween? I keep getting catalogs in the mail everyday with super cute costumes.

20. Why are there so many darn flies this year and and why do they all want to come live in my house?

21. A party. I want to have one but have no idea on what theme to do or for what occassion.

22. School. How cute all my friends kiddos looked today and how much I enjoyed seeing all the pics on facebook.

23. Cold. Now I'm freezing. See what I mean about hot flashes.

24. Prayer. Looking forward to dinner on Wednesday with my bible study group. I could use a little fellowship with some great ladies.

25. Did I give Ginger enough to do at work and was I clear with her on what needs to be accomplished? I hope so because it is wonderful to have hoer on my team.

26. The Real Housewives...... I was dissappointed in the show tonight with the NJ ladies but can't wait to see the reunion show. I thought I would hate the DC group but I am hooked on the show now. Who the heck are the two new people that are going to be on Atlanta? What did they do with Lisa?

OK enough of this. I'm begining to bore myself. Think I will take a break and watch some DVR Shows.

XOXO,

Sleeping Beauty